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03:03am 18/01/2006
  i turn 22 on the 27th.
i think i might throw myself a party.

all my classes are fine.

i tried out for a play tonight.
tomorrow i find out if i got it or not.

spain:

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gah.   
04:11am 06/09/2005
  i should be asleep.
but no.
insomnia.
oh well.
in my last year of college.
freak out time.

nothing new really.
it has been 7 weeks since i wrote in this thing, thought i should.
meh.
 
     

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cocksocket!   
01:19am 19/07/2005
 
music: dream theatre
i have been back from Spain for more than month.
it was absolutly beautiful there.

went to a bullfight.
went to cadiz.
saw the sun set over africa at gibraltor strait.
saw david beckham and his wife.
drank absinthe.
spent a lot of time in spanish titorias (tea rooms)smoking out of chimbas.
stood in front of christopher colombus' tomb.
saw a play about miguel cervantes.
went to the most breathtaking mosque in cordoba.
made an A in both of the classes i took there.
got drunk at a club and danced on stage.
got harrassed by gypsies.
lived on coffee.
walked by the river everyday on my way home.
ate lots of fish and tomatoes.
strawberries with condensed milk.
sunbathing on the terrace while listening to the parades of music march by the street.
corpus cristi holiday.
took flaminco lessons.

that about sums up most of it for now.
 
     

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08:28pm 01/04/2005
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easter pets :)
 
     

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02:14am 18/02/2005
  i*m going to spain in may.
i simply cannot wait.
 
     

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11:54pm 21/01/2005
  so my 21st birthday is in 6 days.
6 fucking days.
i can't wait.

my friend got me a shot glass from Hawaii over Christmas break.
i plan to put it to good use.
 
     

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meh.   
06:43pm 29/11/2004
  so it has been like a year since i have updated.
meh.

everyone i know is getting married and having babies.
it makes me want to puke.

last week of classes.
exams start next week.

my bitch caroline is in town from florida.
tonight we hang.


friday nite is marilyn manson.
@ HOB myrtle beach.
swoon.
 
     

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...   
12:11am 24/11/2003
  it has been awhile yes i know. yet there is still nothing to really say.peace  
     

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what fun   
11:45am 02/08/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: ** MWard** sad, sad song
so we had a camping party at becky's last night. and today we are going shopping in cary. it is tax free weekend. yeah. got alittle drunk last night but then who didn't. slept in a camper that was ok i guess. but then katie showed up and everyone was having fun before she came then when she arrived all this drama started. randall ended up sleeping in his car because of it. we told her to fix it but she didn't. then we go to the beach the next weekend. thank god i have not had a real vacation in awhile. i need one fo' sure. nick is coming up next weekend and going to the beach with us and i can't wait t see him. it has been awhile since i have. well that is all fo' now. i must shop...
 
     

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erotic adventures of me...   
12:56am 27/07/2003
 
mood: chipper
music: **INOJ** time after time remix
so i went to stay with nick thursday night. it was fun. we smoked a joint while he was making dinner and then we smoked a blunt after dinner. i was kinda tired so nick, his brother and their friend went to walmart to get some snacks. nick got slim jim's and that made me sooo excited. nick set up a tent and chairs in the pasture. we went out there at like 1:30 in the morning. we had no intentions of sleeping out there but we fell asleep. we woke up and it was so fucking hot i could not stand it. i had to race home to get my paycheck and cash it. thank god i now have money.
 
     

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not an eventful evening   
11:52pm 23/07/2003
 
mood: awake
music: **eminem** haley's song
when i get off of work tomorrow i am going to see nick. i kinda stopped smoking but we will see how that goes. my fingers were numb tonight and randall said i was having a stroke. that was very nice of him. ass. anyway i get paid friday and i could not be happier. i got my room information for college today. i got the co-ed dorm with carpet and a bathroom bewtween 3 girls instead of 40. that will be so nice. and on a happy note swimming lessons are over tomorrow. finally 2 months of hell will end.
 
     

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light bulb   
07:45pm 14/07/2003
 
mood: anxious
music: **madonna** like a prayer
hmmmmmm.
 
     

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should pack but i am lazy   
12:12am 11/07/2003
 
mood: hungry
music: ** rob d** clubbed to death
so nick drove up here the other night to suprise me. and boy did he. i got off of work then came home and he was in the kitchen. i was confused. the boy hates to drive but he drove the hour and a half to see me before i leave for pittsburgh. which is tomorrow. i will be glad to be back in a big city for a week. and out of the south. but i am missing out on like 50 hours i could be working this week. not too excited about that at all. it stormed bad today and we cancelled some of the swimming lesson classes. parents can be so stupid if it is black outside and thundering don't come to the pool. use your head. and i got a love letter from one of the little boys i teach. it had his number in it an picture and 14 cents. the 14 cents confused me alittle.
 
     

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long day   
01:15am 06/07/2003
 
mood: excited
music: **matchbox 20** bright lights
so i drank alittle last night and went to my friend's house and watched her dad blow up things. then i woke up this morning with a weiner dog in between becky and i on the bed and i was alittle disturbed to say the least. becky, her sister and i went to the G105 big shindig tonight. it was american hi-fi, sugar ray and matchbox twenty. mark mcgrath and rob thomas are very very hott! it rocked to say the least. it is my favorite concert now. but now i have to fork over more money for the ben folds and tori amos concert. it was an interesting day and long. i have to work from 10-5 tomorrow so i think i should sleep...but i will not wake up this morning with a weiner dog wedged between me and another. thank god for that.
 
     

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blah blah blah   
09:14pm 02/07/2003
 
mood: aggravated
music: **cabaret** don't tell mamma
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i hate doing swimming lessons.
stupid kids that cannot swim deserve to drown....
 
     

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sleepy   
12:27am 28/06/2003
 
mood: exhausted
music: **cyndi lauper** i'm gonna be strong
i got a new cell phone today and let me just tell you that was not as fun as it sounded. i slept a lot today because i got like no sleep yesterday. i went out for a bit and got some coffee with my friends. talked to randall who is making this horror movie and informed me i get to play a lifeguard and have a shower scene and all that good stuff :) i smoked way too much today and i have to find some money to buy more. i hate being broke. i am so tired and i don't want to work tomorrow. i miss nick. if he was here i would have him cook some hash brown casserole. that shit is banging. and now i am hungry.
 
     

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quandry   
11:15pm 26/06/2003
 
mood: drunk
music: **queen** under pressure
so here i sit in greensboro drinking and i wonder why am i here? i could be in my own warm bed reading. damn friends.
 
     

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kids anyone?   
01:22am 25/06/2003
 
mood: amused
music: **Primus** My name is mud
this is just too funny to keep to myself...
http://members.aol.com/garbagemasher/vasectomy/
 
     

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woo-hoo   
12:14am 25/06/2003
 
mood: anxious
music: **marilyn manson** mOBSCENE
so now i have a journal and everyone can read how boring and insignificant my life is. i have to work tomorrow and i so do not want to watch little kids play in the water while i burn my ass of on the side. today was boring i slowly smoked my self to death all day. i get to go see *nick* tomorrow though when i get off work. i am however not looking forward to that hour and a half drive though. but he is making me chicken and dumplings so i will be a happy little kiddo. i think i want another tattoo but i don't get paid until july 25th which sucks and it sucks even more because i will be in pittsburgh and will not be able to get my check until i get back. i think i know what i want but i don't know when i will be able to get it. why do i have to be indecisive.
 
     

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